Belief

My first and foremost belief is in other people, because if I do not believe in other people they cannot help me believe in myself, I need to have trust in other people to catch me when I fall and they need to trust me to do the same. My belief in people is something that is frequently strained as many betray the trust that I have in them but if I lose my belief I will lose myself with it. I am not religious, I have never had a strong belief in a higher power, and I have never believed in myself so my belief in the people that surround me is so important that I'm not sure I could really live without it.

Winter break

I spent most of my break getting caught up on the many TV shows I have been putting off watching because of school, going to see The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug with my mom, sister, and brother. On the Tuesday that school was supposed to start I instead hung out with a group of friends, exchanging gifts which we meant to do earlier but never had a day that worked for everyone, that night I officially started dating David Capannari although many people seemed to think that was already a thing. The rest of my break was spent scrolling through Tumblr for hours with a blank expression and a dead look in my eyes, or else texting David 24/7 which has been a thing for 4 months now. Also I got a phone, it's pretty cool.