Perfect in my eyes

I love you
More than anything I do

The way you smile
Whether it's real and it reaches your eyes
Or you're just trying to cheer me up

The way your bright blonde hair curls ever so slightly
Even though you hate it, and hide it
I love it when you let it be seen

The warmth of your arms around me
The way you hold on
Knowing just when to keep and when to let me go
So I will not break

The way you always try to make everyone laugh
Like your greatest joy in life is the joy of others
Filling the room with your energy
Never stopping even when you feel like the world is crumbling around you

You are sweet
And amazing
Cuddly
Funny
Warm
Bright
Sweet
Wonderful
And altogether the most perfect person I have ever seen
Even if your only perfect to me.

I love you.
More than anything.
I do.

My dream for the future.

When I was little I wanted to be an actress, I didn't know exactly what that entailed but it was what I wanted to be. I was told that was stupid and most people frowned on it. Instead I decided I wanted to be a forensic scientist, forensics always intrigued me and it was a steady job that paid well enough that my dad would approve; although he wanted me to be a lawyer. Years later I started acting again, I was immediately way better than I was before, I no longer had the stage fright, I did not mumble my lines, and I could speak in character. On the stage I felt free, I could express both myself and the character; put my own spin on the part; speak the words how I felt them, and make the audience feel that too. I knew that I wanted to be an actress. I never told my father knowing he wouldn't approve, my boyfriend is the only one I've talked about it in-depth with; he encourages my goals strongly, even when I don't believe I can do it. After thinking for a year I decided that acting in TV and film might not be the right direction for me, I'm not sure I could deal with any fame or moving constantly from place to place for filming; stage acting seems much more realistic and more me; so that's what I want to do.