My dream for the future.

When I was little I wanted to be an actress, I didn't know exactly what that entailed but it was what I wanted to be. I was told that was stupid and most people frowned on it. Instead I decided I wanted to be a forensic scientist, forensics always intrigued me and it was a steady job that paid well enough that my dad would approve; although he wanted me to be a lawyer. Years later I started acting again, I was immediately way better than I was before, I no longer had the stage fright, I did not mumble my lines, and I could speak in character. On the stage I felt free, I could express both myself and the character; put my own spin on the part; speak the words how I felt them, and make the audience feel that too. I knew that I wanted to be an actress. I never told my father knowing he wouldn't approve, my boyfriend is the only one I've talked about it in-depth with; he encourages my goals strongly, even when I don't believe I can do it. After thinking for a year I decided that acting in TV and film might not be the right direction for me, I'm not sure I could deal with any fame or moving constantly from place to place for filming; stage acting seems much more realistic and more me; so that's what I want to do.